death

by allyson - Gemini

You died today
i killed you.
you will never have the opportunity to choke me or slap me or tear me down again.
you died today
in a theoretic way.
i killed you 
in a way to never let you hurt me again.
admitingly i am to blame 
and ill take on the shame
but never again will i feel the pain from your hands.

i was born today.
today i smelt the lavender plants and felt the rain
that washed away my pain and sadness.
loneliness will set in
but in the end
i'll know my spirit lived again.

Reason for writing:

    im free    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2014-05-14 21:32:35
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:18
Poem ID: 72274

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